Narrative of Friday nights saga
《 8/06/2018 》
Our bodies speak by indications
I often tend to dismiss these notifications.
8:15 PM
Ignored the whispers
Until they turned into hollers
11:12 PM
Me; walking slowly to bed
Delightedly thinking! I sure can get,
Few hours of sleep
Will be a good reap.
Woah! A right lung
Seeks fun
Converting my thoughts
Into naught.
Watch out!
Tomorrows hopes, doubt.
Clutching my chest
Hoping for the best.
Screw-driving pain overtakes
Not fake.
Worse with a simple turn of exertion
Whilst keeping still, it remains adamant.
Breathing is agonising
Holding in, harrowing.
Air vanishes
As the knife slashes.
Time we cannot abuse
For blood flow to suffuse.
Sudden deranged coughing fits
Pink tinged streaks emit
A lung feels ripped.
Heart, beats erratic
With these tactics.
Classical clot signs
The body whines.
A dr cautioned us exactly
& ECG indicated clearly
Regarding this type of emergency.
Flashes of white quickly move through the right eye
Never will I dispute – why?!
Only: “Is this? My time to fly?”
With angel wings high in the sky?
Another part
Asked:
Is there a longer future to buy?
1 more chance to prepare before I die?!
Perhaps it can dissolve with Bipap
Siblings get on a fast act
Please don’t confuse or accuse this for a panic attack!
Monitor blood pressure
Prior tea with strong ginger,
BP has dropped dangerously
Reading 73/54 warningly ⚠
No wonder, I feel wonky.
Sister hastily does a google search
For a savior to extend my presence on earth
Cayenne pepper, ginger, apple cider, turmeric
Which one will successfully do the trick?
Here 🍵 drink with a straw
Supplicating the blockage is penetrated like a saw.
Dear lord, please let it be potent
Save me from a hospital & insensible drs torments.
Working to kill this threat
The pain duplicates death.
Beseeching not to be dejected
An inaudible snivel for life is accepted.
After hours, the tugging tidal
Releases survival
《 09/06/2018 》
5:20 AM
Mom hides her shock of a suspected clot dare
Though, time mends the scare.
A wearied night
Spent in combat
To see morning light.
Dawn brought along
The beautiful gift of life
Make it a “like“
And turn that is right
For 1 above comprising sight.
Feeling at ease
Finally a chance to sleep.
Deliverance from the block
Pulmonary Embolism plots.
Earnest gratification & prayers extend higher
Causing waves of serenity to splash over
Experiences are not written for pity
But solely
for all those who read
Deriving heed.
We ain’t sure
If the future
Will certainly bring “another” day
Therefore, with acts of goodness & kindness don’t delay
Planning does not always unfold according to our play
Because the Almighty determines for us his best way
In a seperate version:
With acts of good, do not procrastinate
As our final earthly meeting mate
Shall arrive on an unexpected date
No allowance to wait.
Albeit,
Eagerness or hate
Nil resistance from this fate
So aim for a terminate
Accompanying a sweet taste
ECG as related in chapter 63 & mentioned above; observe the abnormal patterns…
Compared to a normal resting ECG last year
Pulmonary Embolism has been related in the following chapter
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/05/15/56-fitting-puzzling-pieces/
And more tips to follow…
Bearing in mind, recovery after a clot is not a simple ideology of the clot being dissolved or gone!
“Its not just over”
Personally i havent, but a fear can develop of this ordeal happening again, & whilst he / she is grateful for having survived;
The symptoms experienced during those moments, after effects, shock that he / she faced at the risk of almost loosing life may take time to overcome…
Each individuals emotional strength differs, but that does not matter. Do whatever is necessary at your personal pace. Don’t let anyone rush the healing process.
Talking out the experience with someone you’re comfortable with / who is understanding / even better – a person who’s undergone the same / similar – assists faster. Better results will be felt within yourself.
Family members also undergo a series of emotion, in this regard understanding & support is appreciated by them too.
As well as a plan of precautionary steps ahead.
On a journey where dysfunctional nerves
Continously makes health matters worse
She is required to be fierce
And does not view it a curse
Swimming Through The Waves 