95 ~ A strong undercurrent ~

(Mini update)

In classical cardiac style, on world heart day

< 29/09/2018 >

The tide spiraled, hauling me forcefully into a strong undercurrent

Paralyzed to the spot, clutching my heart in excruciating pain due to what “appeared” as the gigantic shark attacking again by clenching me into its jaws

I whispered to my heart:

You overcame it many times & you will overcome it again because there is a lot awaiting you, cumon! You’ve still got stamina for dysautonomia and it’s “partners”.

It conformed to the encouragement.

Cheers 👏 📈📉

A little update for everyone anxiously awaiting a word from me:

I experienced a complicated ordeal Saturday evening so have not yet recovered completely. My body is still in the process of shaking off this new episode so I will explain once I feel ready.

I am also scheduled to undergo a series of cardiology testing for clarification to ascertain what actually transpired?

Hopefully with the Almightys help, we gain long awaited clarity on a confusion of symptoms & suspected “partners” joining dysautonomia to make life more thrilling. LOL.

(Jokes aside. It was frightening at the time)

I am unable to reply to individual messages as my body has taken another big bang, but please know I can read them slowly & appreciate every single one, sending silent heartfelt prayers in return ❤️💙

I also notice the efforts of those – generously & kind heartedly splashing torquise for dysautonomia awareness month.

It assists us in spreading knowledge, urging necessary research, & means more than words can express at this juncture.

Meanwhile, magical revivals part 6 will be published. It’s ready but got delayed due to Saturday.

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment.


There are stars you haven’t seen & loves you havent loved, there’s light you haven’t felt & sunrises yet to dawn, there are dreams you haven’t dreamt & days you haven’t lived, nights you won’t forget & flowers yet to grow, & there is more to you that you have yet to know.

17 thoughts on “95 ~ A strong undercurrent ~

  1. Allah Ta’ala guide the docs to the correct diagnosis swiftly and Allah Ta’ala grant you all the strength, courage and tools to face this tide🌊
    Aameen Thummah Aameen

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    1. امين يا رب العالمين may the blessings of the first duaa be spared for the time known best ❤️
      And I love the 3 elements you mentioned: strength, courage & tools.
      No wonder I was aided to overcome this phase wayyyy faster than expected Alhamdulillah.
      Everyones sincere 🤲🤲🤲

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  2. السَّلَامُ َعَلَيْكُمُْ وَ رَحْمَةُ اللّٰهِ وَ بَرَكَاتُهُ
    I hope you are doing well & recovering.
    I am so glad i came across your blog.
    Lifes challenges take us apart sometimes,although we never forget precious souls like yours.
    May Allah Taala make your days easy for you,keep you with health &, عَافِيَة and reward you for this great sacrifice and reunite us all in Jannatul Firdous where no pain or affliction will touch any of us…آمِينْ
    Please remember me in your duaas
    May Allah Taala alleviate all our pain and keep us close to Him
    Special duaas and love

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    1. و علیکم السلام و رحمة الله و بركاته

      Subhanallah!! Zakiyya, it’s so wonderful to hear from you 💌
      So many smiles when I saw your name at the end.
      جزاك الله خيرا احسن الجزاء في الدارين for all the heartwarming, abundant duaas.
      امين يا رب العالمين، و لك مثل ذلك أجرا و ذخرا

      Yes so true, I know I also drifted apart from most madz friends.. Life became so different after, everything changed. But alhamdulillah it’s so beautiful to be in contact again ❣️❣️

      Hope u are keeping well. I lost dozens of numbers & contacts in the process of changing devices many times but it’s amazing how we “re-unite” on a blog lol.

      Much love & du’aas to you as well🌷🌹🌻💐

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  3. Assalamu Alaikum Wa Rahmatullah! I hope you’re doing much better In Sha Allah! This is going to sound all over the place because I feel like I have so much to say so I’m going to apologize in advance! Masha Allah I think you’re so strong and talented and blessed to be chosen by Allah! I recently came across your blog and I haven’t caught up completely but I’ve really enjoyed reading what I have gotten a chance to read! It is thoroughly enlightening and makes our admiration for you grow. I’ve learnt something from every post I’ve read and it wasn’t all medical. It was inspiring too! May Allah keep you with aafiyah, use this as a means of forgiving your sins and use this blog as a means of hidayah for others, Ameen ❤️💛💚🧡💜🖤💙 (Just because I know you have an affinity for colorful hearts!) We love reading your updates and we hope you enjoy giving us your time as much as we do giving you ours! Fi Amanillah 🌈

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    1. و علیکم السلام و رحمة الله و بركاته

      Noooo need for apologies!! “Its a perfectly structured & heartwarming comment” lol. Considering today’s cold also *laughs*.

      Jazakillah Khair for your time, it is honestly appreciated more than I can tell ❣️❣️
      May you be rewarded for all your generously kind words & sincerest out pour of du’aas 💌

      امين يا رب العالمين
      جزاك الله خيرا احسن الجزاء في الدارين

      Wow!!! You’re such a great observer, I’m astounded. Thought people don’t take note of such fine details lol
      اللهم زد فزد و بارك!

      Hope you can feel then all right back here
      And I do really love the rainbow as well 🌈🌈🌈
      Ok here’s additional 💐🌻🌹🌷 for my love of nature & gardening.

      I’m sooo glad to hear you enjoyed reading “all the ramblings” lol.

      Your time is definitely treasured & as I stated in 1 of these recent posts, chronic suport is appreciated more than can be estimated..
      The same applies to those who spare time (from their busy lives) to read a little of what we have to say.
      May the Almighty reward u, place abundant Barakah on your time, keep u with Aafiyah & allow my own self firstly to gain maximum benefit from my very own words.

      Fi Amaanillah.
      Take care sister 💎

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