(Drafted 28/09/2019)
#rockyourred #sidebyside #letsridethetide
In this post Ive combined together certain couplets that focus on the emotional side, other than endless facts pertaining to cardiac disease, specifically the ones rooting from Dysautonomia. They’ve already been explained and related in various chapters throughout the blog.
All the links are attached below so they’re easily accessible in one format.
First chest pain episode
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/01/07/16-peace/
Chest pain diagnosis – Coronary Artery Spasms
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/01/10/18-positive-proof-of-clicks/
Tachycardia
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/01/14/20-something-will-grow/
Myth VS truth – experience with a young cardiologist
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/01/18/22-time-or-age-matters-not/
Erratic heartbeat
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/02/05/31-resurfacing-back-to-light/
Left heart failure – Pulmonary Edema
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/02/09/33-the-rope-suspended-as-hope/
Consequences of natural calming meds with heart failure
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/03/08/38-a-knife-to-my-own-life/
Heart attack – myocardial infarction via Coronary Artery Spasms
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/03/14/39-3-words-often-heard/
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/03/21/40-a-tenacious-raging-war/
NYHA 3 diagnosis
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/03/24/41-a-grand-appearance/
Cardiac pumping device support
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/04/08/44-a-startling-mesmerizing-surprise/
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/04/16/47-a-bridge-to-transplant/
Heart attack VS cardiac arrest
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/04/23/48-shades-of-red-caution-for-sensitive-natured-people/
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/05/07/53-my-life-support-equipment/
Right Ventricular Strain
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/06/03/63-two-culprits-caught/
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/06/09/67-saved-from-sinking/
Blood clots
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/06/10/66-an-imperial-tranquil-name/
Partial respiratory failure
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/08/26/86-the-most-hazardous-zone/
Uninvestigated episode
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/01/95-stamina-for-dysautonomia/
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/10/97-the-price-i-had-to-pay/
Assumptions of a cardiologist
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/11/98-discern-the-signal/
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/17/100-no-quick-fix/
Incomplete Right Bundle Brunch Block
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/18/101-an-ocean-connotation/
Transient stroke like attack
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/24/102-born-anti-norm/
Heart failure diagnostic aspects
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/10/29/103-important-components/
Pulmonary Hypertension + Right heart failure
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2018/11/02/105-how-right-is-mines/
Heart failure progression
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2019/04/10/145-a-force-more-fierce/
Partial anomalous venous return
https://kayborninmay.wordpress.com/2019/07/22/158-shattered-dreams-part-5/
After having spoken at great length in the above posts, there is one point I wish to highlight for world heart day:
Heart disease does not draw distinction between gender or age
This is a false notion from which professionals need to disengage
Drafted 30/09/2019
Be it emotional or physical. Pain defines your purpose. Pain is a means of purification.
Pain offers an opportunity to connect with yourself, with new people globally, but above all, with your creator. Who then provides the means and ability to create a life worth pursuing and pushing through, in spite of the difficulties.
Undoubtedly, there are back-breaking, knackering, crushing moments. Where the heartache and fatigue renders you numb. It drains the life from your soul. No one can escape this process. Life will always be a journey tangled in some sort of pain.
Glad tidings to the patient ones. Who endure and persevere. Amid the pain, you’ll find your moments of feeling animated again
On a day like last week;
Light entered through various cracks
By the stabbing pain of angina attacks
On a day like today;
Light is discovered hours later after I awoke to a morning vigorously coughing up a thick amount of red blood, and dark brown fluid…
On a day like today
Where it seems to be a build up of excess fluid in my lungs causing a “rock like feeling” of pressure ontop of my heart.
I wouldn’t know for sure.
Fear of uncertainty sparks.. But I’ve been graciously handed a manual on how to extinguish it…
On an evening like tonight;
When fears surface, I search around and find Al-Wakeel – the guardian
Protecting me all along, with the illnesses afflicting this myocardium
Even if Dr’s are not, Al-Khabeer – is informed about these different types of chest pain
I find comfort knowing he is fully aware of our challenges associated to cardiac strain
الله
Your beautiful names and words keep the life of my heart upbeat
I obtain strength therefrom to confront and overcome defeat
Solace is never lost because you’re invoked by a weighty number of 99
As long as I affix myself onto these beautiful titles I will always be fine;
So even here while being approached by a future that is totally unknown
I am moving along with Al-Haadi – as my guide and therefore, never alone
While being made to undergo, a sometimes very trying process
I place my reliance in Al-Baseer – The overseer, and let go of stress
He is Al-Malik – the supreme king
Who can solve every single thing
Do not fear the future, for verily! He is with you, he is with me
When he intends something to come about, all he says is “be”
Published 01/10/2019
Had it not been for shattered dreams I wouldn’t have developed a deeper appreciation for his names
Had it not been for this entire journey my negligent heart would not have awakened to life’s real aims
Had I not experienced suffering I would not learn to revere
Nor gain a glimpse of my creators magnanimous grandeur
So with a sense of humbleness I express gratitude to Ar-Rahmaan – the most compassionate
Who led me into an ocean where I discovered a new calling for which I’ve become passionate
A month ago;
I sat on the shoreline and gazed at the extent of the ocean, the way it extends
Herein the midst you will bond with Al-Wadood – One who’s love never ends
Only;
While Swimming through the ebb and flow of the waves
She discovered a beautiful love story that never fades
بنصر الله
Take care of your precious heart
Make every day a new start……
Swimming Through The Waves 