38 ~ A knife to my own life ~

[ SCENE 1 – MORNING ] *Dr rheumatologist* walks in & closes the door behind her… Immediately I knew what was to follow by her manner of entering! By then I became experienced & well versed in the topics of anxiety, “it’s in your mind” & conversion disorders. Dr: I’m Dr so & so from…

30 ~ A frenzied search for air ~

During the first day, prior to being transfered.. A junior Dr on call removed the oxygen. No reason stated. No questions asked or explanations sought why I was given it in the first place. Only doing a check up thinking I should be fine. Wait to see where “fine” took me..? My lungs recuperated slightly…